Some days I feel like I am playing a game of his needs VS my wants. Some days I look around at my house that seems to be always messy. The spots on my floor that return minutes after I wipe them. The crayons that are scattered all over the house.The items that used to be in one room but little man has rearranged it for me. The afternoons that he's so tired and refuses to sleep and all I want is him to go to sleep so I can have a cup of coffee and quiet. Some days all he needs are extra cuddles and and I want him to be asleep. Some days I get frustrated way to easily with the 14 month old boy who is learning his boundaries. Some days I'm annoyed that he seems to have selective hearing already. Isn't that supposed to happen at 14 years not months?